Friday, October 17, 2008

October 17,2008

I never knew how many tears that I could shed over the loss of our babies. I greve each day for our small children who never got to meet us. I still don't undertand why this keeps happening. I should be happy right now. I should be up with my children and cuddleing them on the couch and getting ready to fix lunch for them. Instead I'm still in my pj's sheading more tears for them. All I want is to feel my babies breath on my cheek instead of tears everyday.


I miss you my dear little babies. Your Mommy misses you so much and so does Daddy.





4 comments:

My3Ro's said...

I know nothing I can say can take this pain away. That video brought me to tears and I have never suffered this pain. I will continue to lift you up in my prayers and some day you will feel that babie's breath and we will all rejoice. You are strong and an inspiration. You have angels watching you and are blessed.

Fat Jeans said...
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Fat Jeans said...

I've been there. Monday was the 5th anniversary of the day I found out the baby I was carrying no longer had a beating heart. I find myself thinking about him all the time - what kind of personality he would have, who he would look like. My thoughts are with you during this journey.

~Emily~ said...

I am so sorry! Thank you for sharing your story I know that you helping others who have lost a baby. You are a brave & strong woman and I know you will have your baby someday! HUGS!